-Sunday, February 7, 2010-6:30 AM Y
sigh..
so many things coming..
CNY, exam, valentine day.
i dunno y, but im in such a low, bad mood now.
i have totally no ideas why too..
is it becos thinking bout im all alone once again for valentine,
is it becos, i havent see my fren for like 3 weeks alr, and if we this week cannot meet, which is impossible on fri and sat and sun, i gonna not meet them for 3 week straight again.. tt make 6weeks striahgt not meeting bernard alr.actually i plan to pon wed den go out with them one. but some one say see how, might be that im so fucked up now.
its like. sigh dunno how to say..jus dun like e feelin sia.
tml they ask me to go to jp to buy flower with them.
i told them i might pass.
but im also not sure y i say tt..
becos i dun wan to think about them hvave to buy flower for their dates, and me; for no one?
or is it becos im too sian too even meet them alr.
its like all e thing i have plan is canceling..
make me totally no mood.
its like sat, plan to go ubin, fail y? bernard gf.
change to sun, sat night say cant y?? bernard need go some army talk.=.-
nvm plan on 11th or 12th feb go out watch movie, 11th, fri fail.. y??
wei sheng has got a date.
12th sat fail... y?? bernard's sister come bk, got reunion dinner too.
sunday is CNY itself so nth to say.
den i msg bernard wed can anot? it take like ages for him to reply me. and he say see how.
damn sian no mood. totally chui, sian.
everyone around me is like so busy with all e girls and frens, but for me?? HAHAHAH!!! funny.
i only have me myself.
maybe im jus jealous? maybe im not...
maybe im jus too sensitive? or maybe im not?
im in such a bad mood tt even my sister talk to me, i scream bk at her cos she kind of give me those cb face.
den my dad also not happy me.say im crazy.
IM REALYY CRAZY ALR!!!!!!!!!!!!....................
P.S. LIFE SUCKS MAN!!!!..
